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I Killed You

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by D

Yeah, I’m living present,
I ain’t worried about my future
Life planned my lessons but I’m the tutor
And today I learnt the present is a present
So I wasting a second on a looser
I bend the rules like Beckham
Cos I’m winning and I’m grinning in the face of my abuser
Don’t let the negatives consume ya
I’m slick with my destiny I’m the ruler
And I could draw for the Luger and I could shoot ya
But I don’t need a peace cos I’ve got  peace of mind
So I bleed in the beat instead of leaking mine
And that devil in me I’m a leave behind
It’s the end of the time and you ain’t ready for the new me  now you can’t control me and you can’t confuse me cos this is the true me I’m scratching off my card with a 2p
But there’s no luck in it
man do I look finished
I ain’t even started yet and opportunity I get I’m running up in it
I stay calm collect
I’m a match that can’t be met
My cards stay far from my chest and still these sharks can’t detect and there won’t be a time I can’t reflect because….

I killed you
I killed you dead inside my head
I killed you

I killed you
I killed you dead inside my head
I killed you

And there’s no coming back for you because I killed you

Blew you away
blew you away
blew you away

Never forgotten but forgiven
I’m truly blessed from the depths I have risen
I thank God for the pain that made me driven
because I was living in a mental prison
I thank God for the woman that first listened
that opened up my heart and gave me a new start
Brought my light to dark I’m a glad we’re apart
Cos that was just a part of the mission
And I’m missing her presents
but I can still feel the essence
she guided me through my lessons
When I was deep in depression
she had me seeking confession
And now I’m weeping in sessions
My truth is the Lethal weapon
A load and cock back Now I’m firing
And now I’m rewiring and inspiring
No violins no hiding from the truth No crying I smile in the booth because…

I killed you
I killed you dead inside my head
I killed you

I killed you
I killed you dead inside my head
I killed you

And there’s no coming back for you because I killed you

Blew you away
blew you away
blew you away

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